there is a feeling we get when we are scared...or being scared is the feeling we get when we are not sure of what is happening! when we do not know what to do...we are helpless and then the infinite time series of waiting for the call begins. we can neither do anything nor sit idol and wait, it is pathetic how we feel at that very moment! we are insecure to loose the loved one's and also afraid of what might just happen. when everything just seems wonderful the gods grow jealous and kill your happiness. we keep calling and calling, we text and text but no reply. we have thoughts of all kinds....basically very very weird ones! things that have never crossed our minds start to haunt. by the time its 1AM we start to sweat in the cold. we have got no option but to wait for one call or message or anything at that time would do. every call or message we receive, we think its them but no...its customer care! we feel that we would just kill them when they call because of such stupid actions by them!
then the cell rings, we are so happy to see their name that we forget all the anger, all the things we had planned to yell on them. later when we come know that nothing was serious, they just did not realize the phone was ringing! we feel like a fool and just want to hug them and cry for all the fear that had haunted us for no reason maybe but all that insecurity proves that how much we love those stupid people who are insane and we are insanely in love with them!
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